my radiator! it does nothing!

currently the temperature outside is 2 degrees C (35F) and despite the warmth off my radiator when i touch it, i know not it's effects.

at least i bought i cute chunky sweater today. frivolous spending beyond my means: 1, w.e.r. : nothing.

my mother's fatty fat fat delicious cookies arrived this morning. so begins the season of over-indulgance and inevitable weight gain. yippee.

this afternoon i have desperately tried to regain even a teeny fraction of motivation to get me through the end of this semester. it just hasn't come yet. i'm pretty sure i am just burnt out. i'm not adapted to classes (ok really just one) that suck the soul out of me for 5 months. plus when i look back, i haven't taken much time to just relax since....the summer of '04? since then i have been stresed out, a complete emotional wreck, or both.

it doesn't help that i am looking to this winter break so excitedly right now. instead of that being a motivational factor, i just keep thinking of how crappy i feel now.

i think i should just sit around, drink, read novels, gorge on mexican food, do naughty things, and not think a damn bit about school from december 22nd until classes begin.

but...how do i manage until then?